She loved herself in words, in sentences, in art and in thoughts more than in photos and mirror.
She loved how words and art could envelope her in mystery, leaving her free for imgination and interpretation.
Sometimes between lines and in the white spaces left after drawing, she saw her unspoken feelings floating, desiring to move out of the spaces limiting her in pages.
How beautiful it is to be a piece of art or literature, to be timeless, to be someone who evokes otherworldly imgination making you different and immortal in this finite world…..
The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched, they are felt with the heart.”
– Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince
She forgot who she was…
For they always told her what she should be….
I’m not just falling in love with you. I’m falling into you. You’re an ocean, and I’m falling in, drowning in the depths of who you are. Like you said, it’s scary in a way, but it’s also the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced. You are the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced.
She talked about books with so much passion that you wanted to be nothing but the character she had so insanely fallen in love with……
As I opened my eyes and looked to the sky to see a sign of God…
a rain drop kissed the crease of my forehead,
songs sat upon clouds and drifted off like leaves in Autumn….
My spirit began to break away piece by piece like chipped statues,
I felt renewed…..
Like I grew wings and light shined around my head,
God gave me flight with no safety net
he said “if you believe as much as you preach……
you need no plan B”
From there I flew…..
You send me the signals that we’re over, we’re through. But why do you keep coming back if that’s true? You ask for my forgiveness time and time again but I’m sick of giving it to you, not anymore will I. Your confusion is rubbing off on me, just because you’re unsure doesn’t mean I have to be as well. I know you don’t want me, I get it, there’s no need to make me feel like shit as well. I’m done with you, like you are I, now can we drop these petty games and part our ways?